真的只是想逃避。。

失望， 仅仅一天，对你的信任便被摧毁，是我的自做多情让自己受伤。。
为什么每次都会变成这样，大概真的是我们八字不合吧。
相信以后我们也不用相信。

我发现我就是一个喜欢让自己陷入这样困境，讨厌这样的自己。
很想努力的改变，当却做不到。
大概我注定就是这样吧。

hihihihi!
I am finally back to blogging!^^
Finally managed to make our class jersey! =))

okay, going to start doing my maths assignment! 
People, good luck for olevel!! all the best!! jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!

范玮琪 - 可不可以不勇敢
专辑:真善美
专辑：真善美
演唱：范玮琪
编辑：阿发 afa
你用浓浓的鼻音
说一点也没事
反正有没有痛在
是爱的本质
一个人旅行
也许更有意思
和他真正结束
才能重新开始
几年贴心的日子
换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己哭一下子
看着你努力
想微笑的样子
我的心
像大雨将至
那么潮湿
我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人和流行使然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太慢没有答案
难道不能坦白地放手哭喊
要从心里拿走一个人很痛
很难
几年贴心的日子
换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己哭一下子
看着你努力
想微笑的样子
我的心
像大雨将至
是那么潮湿
我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人和流行使然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太慢没有答案
难道不能坦白地放手哭喊
要从心里拿走一个人很痛
我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人和流行使然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太慢没有答案
难道不能坦白地放手哭喊
要从心里拿走一个人很痛
很难
不勇敢

okay..i am back again..=))
first, i want to thank my clique for the present and of cause wantien for the double present! thanks lovely!! bella, you are right! i really really do love the present lots!^^ My birthday is officially over and i am kind of disappointed as the one i waiting for had forgotten my birthday..okay,nvm.forget it..ahhahah!

okay, recently quite a lot of things happen, and i do realise a lot through these things. I think i have been feeling a lot recently,lots of things to say but i cant and i dun want to talk about it. Now i learn to treasure the right one and forget about the ones that dun worth it. whatever it is, i think i should concentrate in my studies for now, those troubles that bothering me shall keep aside first..Thanks jiemin for the lovely letter, thanks!

I hate it when i think too much...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUCAS, DAREN AND ME!!!
We are all jan 10 babies! =))

9 Jan

Met diana, yixin, jiemin at whitesand and xiao yun at tm, then headed to 8Q SAM. We took quite a while to find the place, by the time we reached there, it was already going to 3 when it was just right for the start of the artist talk, thus, we followed the group and tour around the studio with some of the artist. It was somehow quite interesting and i enjoyed the tour. =)) We took some pictures before we headed to the food junction at bugis. We had lunch there then diana and xiaoyun went to the basement to buy chicken while jiemin and me waited for yixin to finish her lunch.

After quite a while, i was wondering what took diana and xiaoyun so long to get the chicken then asked yixin and jiemin to contact them. Then they say that they went to the toilet which was not true. While jiemin, yixin and me were talking about some crazy stuff, then suddenly they started singing 'happy birthday to you' then i looked in front, it was diana with a birthday cake and xiao yun beside her. Omg!! I was really shocked and touched! Thanks gals for everything! I knew that diana and xiaoyun met lots of difficuties bringing up the cake with lighted candles from the basement to level 3...thanks so much!!!!=))))

10 Jan

Received my very first msg from yixin on the dot at 12 while jiemin on msn as she was counting down to my birthday..=))))Thanks so much for the wishes!:D (msn, facebook and sms) thanks people!! Then afternoon went out with diana and daren( yixin stop laughing)^^ met diana at around 1 and she surprised me with a card and a gift. Thanks gal!! you always gave me surprise,( christmas, new year eve and my birthday)! thanks for making them memorable!^^ Then we headed to meet daren at bugis, ate our lunch at long john then headed to library.. daren went off at around 4 then diana and me walked around bugis, after some time we went home.=))
soon in a few hours time, my birthday will be over..ahahhahah! anyway, i enjoyed myself..=)) and i now still waiting for someone to wish me..=)

last, all the best to those who are taking olevel result tmr!!=))

I will be getting my art question paper tmr..omg!! scary!!

当一个人常常懂得安慰别人时，她其实也需要被安慰。。
不代表开朗的人就不会伤心，那只是表面的伪装，其实她才是真真正正想要得到保护的。。

something is wrong now, but you dont realise it..

Haha! I am finally back to update!!
我好久好久没来了，哈哈！
好了，话不多说，马上进入主题。。
2009年就要结束了，今年发生了好多好多事，开心的，不开心的都有，
但一切都过去了，开心的就牢牢记住在心里，不开心的就忘了吧^^
今年是我大丰收的一年。。认识了好多好多全新的朋友（3E5的每个，REPC的你们，还有外面的许多！）

好啦，我有话想对她们说。。

---CLIQUE---
Lee wantien:
有好多话想对你说，但又不知从何说起，一切都不重要，最希望你知道的是我们之间永远都不会变！
对你，我想说声对不起，其实好多时候，我都好想告诉你所有的事，但我又不知要怎么说，所以就选择不说，虽然我知道你有时会生我的气，气我什么都不跟你说，但你却从没真真实实的对我发脾气，对不起，让你好辛苦。。你总是说，等我想说的时候在说，但后来我们却都忘了，正当如此，我们之间也少了许多心事，不管如何，不管何时，我知道我们都有彼此。。记得不管何时，只要一通电话或一封简讯就可以找到我与我分享你的一切！=D 我不说，并不代表我不知道你心里在想什么，所以想告诉你，我们之间 不会有改变！“我们之间”是我想对你说的所有！

Yuzhen：
yoyoyo!哈哈！开心有你的存在！每次与你在一起，我都可以开怀大笑!哈哈！谢谢你总是容忍我的无厘头，我的垃圾话，真怕你有天受不了，大骂我。。但我知道不会有这一天。。哈哈哈！！记得有事可以说出来，但我知道你会选择不说。。haiz。。不过我一定会让你说！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Phoebe：
谢谢你的每份鼓励，安慰！！你总是在第一时间关心每个人，但我却常常忽略你的感受，忘记你其实也需要别人的安慰，对不起！=（

---3E5---
Diana：
哈哈！因为你让我明白到东方神起的魅力！啊哈哈！在我哭泣时，你不知所措的想逗我开心，我也希望在你需要帮助的时候，我可以帮你。。不要对所有的朋友失去信心，不要因为受伤了而害怕相信，如果选择自己一人，你将会错过好多好多！虽然我们认识不久，但我相信只要用心，我们会了解因为我们都是真心想保护对方。。
你总是说没关系，但其实你已遍体鳞伤，你的坚强却是你用来隐藏你脆弱的心灵，这样的你很辛苦吧，希望你可以永远的好！不要被影响，相信！FAITH！

SiDi:
谢谢你的存在而让我因此有了这样的避风港！好像对你，我可以无话不说，伤心，开心，生气，每件事都可以跟你讲！有时候在想，如果没有你，好像生命很不完整，会少好多好多回忆，因为一次的失败让我们认识彼此，让我们开始为对方加油！因为我们一起努力，一起面对，我们可以因为我们有彼此的扶持！
让我们一起加油吧！

JieMin：
你的安全感我收到了！与你的曾经，我很陌生，但你的现在，我想参与。=）虽然我们没有每天的联系，只是有时的接触，但我知道你在，记得我也在这里，=）

Yixin：
我们彼此的想法很相同，因为这样，我们认识，记得S.G 永远在支持你！对自己有信心！！

Peony:
虽然我们不曾聊过真心话，但因为我们共同的爱，让我们变得无话不谈，虽然谈的都是他们，但我很开心！真的！！=））

hahah! since i am free right now,so i decided to do this quiz.
i think is quite interesting! =))

1.If someone were to spell your name wrong,how would they spell it?
rongmin? I dun think theres anyone who spell my name wrongly but there are people who call me wrongly..hahah!
2.Is ur phone close to you?
yes! of cuz!!!
3.Who was the last person who message you?
Sidi !hahah!!
4.Whats bothering you right now?
i dunnoe how to say but theres something bothering me now..
5.Are you missing anyone right now?
yes! haha!
6.Do you get along with girls?
should be yes? i love friendly people and crazy people!!!
7.Do you like your name?
yes! why not? O.O
8.Whats on your mind right now?
secret! =))
9.What are you looking forward to in the next week?
hanging out with besties! and chinese new year! hahah!
10.Do you smile often?
I think so? i am crazy recently.. hahaahahh!
11.Are you in a good mood?
okay lah..
12.Is there anyone who touches your heart recently?
yes!!!!!!!!!!! and i love her! hahah!
13.Are you happy with everything right now?
not really..hope that things will get better!
14.Do you have a bestfriend?
yes! =) i am sure everyone has their best friend!
15.Who is currently more important to you?
family and friends!!!

okay! i am done! ahhaha! bye!!

哈哈!我回来了，开学已经在不多两个星期了。。
还满喜欢这个新班级的!!他们每个都好好哦，认识她们真的很开心！！
只是有时会不习惯没有wantien她们在班上的感觉！还蛮想念以前的有你们的存在的班。。
现在很期待新年的到来！哈哈哈！！
先在这里祝大家新年快乐，万事如意！哈哈！！
我真的真的好怀念以前，但又期待未来！
我开始慢慢喜欢上班上里的每一个人。。
她们都好有趣，跟她们聊天是很幸福的事哦！！
虽然老天无情，没让我进我想要的班级。。但却给了我好多的新朋友哦！
对了，还要谢谢那些在我生日时送上祝福的朋友！！ 谢谢哦!
tien!谢谢你的信哦！！期待我的回信吧！！=）））爱你哦！

哈哈！我来了！呵呵！
今天是2009年的第一天，新年快乐哦！
大家的2008年过的好吗？希望2009年会更好哦! 呵呵!
2008年对我来说是一个很有意义的一年，中间发生好多事情，虽然不是很顺利，但我很开心！
在这356天里我应该有300天是开心的吧!!不错哦!
2008年里真的有好多好多的回忆，认识了很多新朋友耶。。 当然也很谢谢那些老朋友啦！
所谓的新的一年，新希望嘛。。所以现在赶快把2008年所有的不愉快忘掉吧！期待2009年的每一天！

我回来啦！
最近的我好累好累，
心中的不安从没停止过。
我也不清楚自己在担心，害怕什么。。
怪怪的。。好想逃离世界。。

ARRRRRRRRRRG!!!!!!!!
I failed!!
Haiz!!!!

【只要你还记得】

作曲：魏文超

作词：浅紫

主唱: 棒棒堂-小煜

那些年 你还有没有记得

你说我们会走散了欢乐

这些年 我知道你还留著

回忆在身后哼唱著的歌

我把你寄来的信 夹著曾经

留在了胸口我却 伤势不轻

我怀著所有纪念 不肯忘记

才让流掉的你 依然清晰

只要你还记得 我们都懂得

太多的伤痛会让人变深刻

恨若走乾净了 爱会留下来的

而你为何连做朋友 都不舍得

只要你还记得 我们都懂得

而什麼让我哽噎 唱不出了

原谅是伤人的 我能听到你哭了

爱是一个抓不住的选择

Love!

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1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is? BEE and BELL =))
2. Your relationship with him/her? Good friends!!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? Helping me out when i nid them!!
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? We are worry about u! Dun stress urself!
6. If he/she become your lover, you will? I'm not lesbian.
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on? Both of them are really nice friends!:)
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will? SAD!!! Never gona let it happen!
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be? Disagreements, problems.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is? Friends forever! ;D
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? Phoebe> Straightforward, Real, Chatty, Fun. Bella> fun, blur, good listener!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? Moodswing, Serious.
13. The characters you love of yourself are? ?_? NOT SURE!
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are? Moodswing, Think too much!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? O_O
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
=)) Thanks people!! I do treasure it alot!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.;
1) Sherly
2)Wantien
3)Miki
4)Terry
5)Si DI
6)Zhi xiong
7)Bryan
8)Smuel Lim
9)Adeline
10) JingHui
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with? He had a crush on someone. O_O
19. Is no.9 a male or female?Female
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Hope so, but if no7 is someone else will be much better! =)
21. What is no. 2 studying about? LOLLIPOP!!
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?Few hrs ago
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? I dunnoe!
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?Yeah, one sister and two brother! :)
25. Will you woo no.3?Hahahahaaha!! If i am a guy, of cuz!
26. How abt no.7? Nope. Good friends!
27. Is no.4 Single? Yup
28. What is the surname of no.5? Chew
29. What's the hobby of no.10? Soccer, everything that HE like, i think she also like!
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? Yup! OF CUZ!! They are twin! =))
31. Where is no.2 studying at?Hai Sing Catholic School [Same as me]
32. Talk something casually about no. 1. She is my Dar! Our relationship had lasted for four years!
33. Where does no.9 live at? Simei. { I think so}
34. What colour does no. 4 like? Black!
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?Er no, they dunnoe each other!
36. Does no.1 have any pets? Nope.
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?:X Hahahahaha!
38. What is no. 6 doing now? Walking as slow as tortoise!

作词：Lara 作曲：张杰 演唱：Lara
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Hello!!
I had fun with sherly and theresa today!!
I miss your!!!
Love love love!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Bella!!!

Happy birthday to u!
Happy birthday to u!
Happy birthday to Isabella!
Happy Birthday to u!!!~~~~~

Happy sweet 14!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday 鬼鬼!!!

Why is the holiday so short?!?
haiz, i wana have longer holidays.
I had lots of fun last few days.=)
really enjoyed myself a lot!
but...
Exams are coming up, and i have to really work hard to get into the class i want.
jiayou people! :D

bye!